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About Me Premium Member Self-proclaimed Genius K!nkUnited States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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mental abuse

Wed Oct 28, 2009, 4:52 PM
have you ever been so loved so devoted that you didnt notice how badly you were hurting yourself in the process? or maybe you did but you ignored it?

for the past 6 months i have been mentally abused by someone, and for the first time i stood up for myself, and it felt good.

Mental abuse is just as bad as physical because its hard to tell when its happened to you. It disgusts me a lot that this happened to me, i always said it would never happen, but look where i am now.

this person made me feel like shit about my self, about my body...and im over it. No one deserves to be treated like that. funny thing is you completely ignore it because you are so devoted to that person, its scary to me that it happened and i brushed it off.

And now when this person wants me the most, i dont want her, ive moved on, and she hasnt

i wont be used like a fucking plaything
im not a toy for you to play with
i like you i honestly do, but i rather lose a friendship than have anything like this happen to me again


so heres a thanks, to a few people
sam, kayln, emily C.


most likely none of you will read this
but thanks for picking up the phone when i needed you guys the most

and thanks emily c. for making me smile :)

~K!NK


[NO ONE DESERVES TO BE ABUSED IN ANY WAY IF YOU THINK YOU ARE GETTING ABUSED MENTALLY/PHYSICALLY TALK TO SOME WHO CAN HELP DONT WAIT AS LONG AS I DID]



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